Lonnie Szoke - The Ride lyrics

[Verse 1] Déjà vu as I walk through the corridor Can't remember if I been here before Patiently waiting in the patient room Feeling like I got everything to loose Nervous wreck as I await the news Doctor says there's nothing he can do Pats your back just to console your mood Thoughts of the fast life flashing thru Jobless, but somehow I got money for booze Living for the moment what month end dues? Fam still counting on you, sorry to keep you counting mother Girl that's supposed to ride with you is f**in some other n***a Boys that get high with you, don't want you to win either Feel like they conniving too, I keep watching the meter Sitting backseat, barely feel my heartbeat, 6 in a 5-seater Living life on debt yeah, pull out your visas n***as wanna eat your piece too, I say feast up I am used to fasting, living on fast lanes Can't get over past sins, they keep haunting me I Wonder (wonder) what all that cash'll bring, prolly (prolly) more drama queens I can't (can't) find the calmer me, I guess I gota go thru what karma brings… [Sub-Hook] The ride, the ride, the ride, the ride… The ride, the ride, the ride, na nana….. [Verse 2] Feeling so alone in a room full of company Understatement - a black cloud has come over me When it rains it pours, I'm drowning deep down under me Reminising over the younger me, as I fill my lung with weed Just to calm my nerves, but it's temporary We get what we deserve, or is it meant to be I am trynna make it work, despite the empty in me I can't find the wholeness in this aloneness All by my alonesome, cause these hommies are phonies or maybe it's just me These convoluted thoughts they cut deep like an open heart surgery The remedy - 808's and heartbreaks mixed with hennessy Heart broken, chain smokin, just to maintain composure Knots so thin, got so thin, no appetite cause I am coked up Texting the b**h that left with threats feeling hopeless Past thoughts in my head play like records broken No motivation, everything feels so forced huh Well-rounded, where the f** did I go wrong? Dumbfounded like where the f** is my focus? Done pounding these walls they keep on closing I slept in, everybody thinks I am a joke huh Late or no show for every event on my calendar I am in for this ride but I am just a pa**enger... [Hook] Riding thru the city, I don't know where I am going… There's nobody with me, I guess I am on my own then… The ride, the ride, the ride, the ride… The ride, the ride, the ride, na nana….. Get high, get high, get high, get high Get high, get high, then low, ooOOoo… The ride, the ride, the ride, the ride… The ride, the ride, the ride, na nana…..