Lonnie Szoke - Solitude lyrics

[Intro] Na na nana na na [in the background] Trynna....figure...trynna figure it out... I don't...really...know...so...sit here in solitude... [Hook] I am trynna figure out, got so many doubts, so I sit here in solitude I don't really know, where I am about to go, so I sit here in solitude It feels so empty will I ever be alright? Breathe slow feel my heart beat in case it stops tonight... [Verse] Driving in my 03 Pa**enger seat empty Thoughts be so plenty Pain persists so gently Thinking it's meant to be Direction from within, not mentally I get what's meant for me Got high on these Disguised liabilities Got by university Survived anxiety Cried sentimentally Tried vehemently Realized eventually Only I can repent for me Took what God sent for me Set me free from this mental penitentiary... [Hook] [Bridge] Face the pain tonight, face the lonely pain... Feel the pain tonight, Feel the heavy pain... Lonely tonight, lonely tonight... Lonely tonight, lonely tonight... [Verse] In search of lasting happiness Believing there's such a thing Absorbing all that's happening No judgment not much to think No emotions can touch me deep No upsets can upset me No luck yet unluckily I sit here untouched indeed No more fear, removed the greed Path is clear, no more belief Truth is there, just have to see Common sense is all you need Gone the extent of caving in Now confidence unwavering Not longing friends, it ain't a thing I'm stronger than, I pave the way I got the strength, to make my way I used to drug abuse my days Poppin pills to make it great Blowing trees to make it haze Special K to ease the pain Snorting keys to escape the shame Sippin 40s to build esteem Trippin on gz that left me man Flippin over why they left me damn Missin them then now they missin me back It ain't about who got the last laugh It's all about you, how you can give back I used to try to win, now I sit back Measure success by how much you give back You get what you give, it's beautiful math No pleasure nor pain can take away, detract You from your goals, just go, just act No thoughts, no fear, no anxiety attacks No boss, no politics, just you and the facts You're solution to problems so they can't sack No loss, no regrets, just remain intact Intact with yourself, stay conscious man Every moment is new, no future no past It's all in your head, don't stress, relax Every problem; a chance to build what you lack Very often you dance to the will of the track You have free choice, so will what you ask Get past the noise, put silence on blast... [Bridge] You worry about the wrong things tonight, don't worry about a thing... You worry about the wrong things tonight, don't worry about a thing... You worry about the wrong things man, don't worry about a thing... You worry about the wrong things man, don't worry about a thing... [Verse 3] Pain is only pain until you overcome it Learn from the burn, don't numb it Connect the dots looking back hommie Life reflects what you project don't it? Pain is only pain until you overcome it Learn from the burn, don't numb it Connect the dots looking back hommie Life reflects what you project don't it? [Hook] [Outro] Na na na na na na...