Lonnie Szoke - Anxiety lyrics

[Hook] I can tell they looking at me different I am the new kid on the block and they already judging So I am maintaining this image, but I just wanna be me, oh oh Girl I am dealing with anxiety Girl I am dealing with anxiety Girl I feel so anxious, so f**in anxious, ya So please, don't leave, don't leave, don't leave... [Bridge] Time's slowing down again I am going down again Heart pounding loud it pains I am about to go insane I am losing my mind... I am losing... [Verse 1] I am up one moment, I am down the next I feel flamboyant, then I feel so vexxed I feel so alone man, my mind's a mess I guess I'm just manic depressed Racing thoughts, I can barely keep up Going in circles, disjointed, pieces On the surface, still and speechless Deep down, tormented by demons Spaced out, palms are sweaty Feels like she's out to get me Heaven sent just to teach me Paranoia constantly feeds me My plate's full, I pull my hair out Unpeaceful like there's much to fear about I hurt myself looking for a way out I should merk myself, maybe that's a way out... [Bridge] Time's slowing down again I am going down again Heart pounding loud it pains I am about to go insane I am losing my mind... I am losing... [Verse 2] Episode after episode I am mentally drained Let it go you know you can't keep living this way Obsessive, compulsive, how do I explain? Thoughts of her keeps flowing like waves Til they crash into my skull, mentally dazed Feel like bashing my skull, mentally crazed Success and getting paid got me feeling slaved Sleep when I am awake, step into work late Boss is on my case, can't keep a job for couple days Distorted reality, she keeps on f**ing saying Vy don't lie to me, stay the f** away I remember she claimed I was mentally insane I was in denial, now I see I wasn't lied to Nobody to run to, so I just keep hiding Nobody understand you, noone to confide in So I go through it alone, I am solo riding... [Bridge] Can't believe these thoughts I see… They looking at me differently… Paranoia got the best of me… Girl I need you here with me… [Hook] I can tell they looking at me different I am the new kid on the block and they already judging So I am maintaining this image, but I just wanna be me, oh oh Girl I am dealing with anxiety Girl I am dealing with anxiety Girl I feel so anxious, so f**in anxious, ya So please, don't leave, don't leave, don't leave