Long Shot Hero - Fate lyrics

I've been drinking all alone again, tired of wishing that this would end And now my future hangs in the balance of my actions And i've never been so scared to be responsible A life once led, now fallen apart, before it had the chance to start And now my future hangs in the balance of my actions And i've never been so scared to be responsible So now i don't know what to say, it seems it's too late anyway No idea what to even do, cause i've f**ed up things with me and you I don't know what i've been told, and i'm not sure if i'll stick around And i'm not sure what i've been put here for and that's fine with me for now I lost all sight of where to be, that never did mean much to me And now my future hangs in the balance of these actions f** it, i never want to be responsible