London Grammar - Californian Soil lyrics

I left my soul On Californian soil And I left my pride With that woman by my side I never had a willing hand And I never had a plan But I'm glad I found you here But I'm glad I've got you here But I never had a name And I never felt the same They keep on tryin' to end it all And they will keep on tryin' to end it all And they will keep on tryin' to end it all And I never felt the same I am young, I am old And so you do what you're told I never had a willing hand And so you pack up all your bags But I'm glad I've got you here Well I'm glad I've got you here But I never felt the same And this life is just a game They keep on tryin' to end it all They keep on tryin' to end it all And they will keep on tryin' to end it all Until you never feel the same