Logic - Dear God lyrics

[Verse 1: Logic] Dear God, I think it's time we had a conversation These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing I think about this life I live and all the sh** I'm facing More secrets in my mind then a free mason I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes I'm only human, I want to hit the club and f** a dime But I know that's not the answer to my problems Lord help me solve them Disintegrate and dissolve them Laying in bed With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next Contemplating the s** While I think about my ex Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong [Verse 2: Logic] Dear God tell me am I wrong For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him I just want to spread positivity Through lyrical ability They call it selling out but I just call it versatility Yeah, it's my life My wrongs, and My rights My battle, My songs, and My fights Now everybody want to come around Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down Not a single one of you mother f**ers believed in the brand Extended a hand And now you want to be my man I think not You quick to shape shift like ink blots The real dealer we cut cla**ic no fitters What about the time I was nine And my mama almost murdered me Don't think I forgot that sh** it still burdens me Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama Don't you want me mama Don't you love me mama What the f** Where was you here God tell me now Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how Why you let me live but let another die Why you dry my tears but let another cry Gotta know Set to detonate I gotta blow That sh** for show I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher [Outro: x2] I get up when I'm down Had enough almost drowned When sh** rough I get tough And when I'm beaten to the ground I get up