Locksmith - Open Doors lyrics

[Verse 1: Locksmith] Scared to check so I press ignore Life is best when you're less informed But life's a mess when you're pressing forward Sorry sis for that call I missed If I pick up now then I'm stressing more I don't know why I'm this way I don't know why I'm afraid I know if my mother was here She'll tell me "Let go of your fears, quit all you're crying and pray" Telling you why I'm ashamed Why I denied what I've gained Why I'm not eager to talk Cuz my father's old and he works too much and I feel at fault And I'm still chasing my dreams And he sacrificed for my goals And his only joy is through me So his time to chill is on hold And that's more pressure on me But I made the choices myself And it's time for me to grow up But there's no one left that can help Just me [Hook: Jarell Perry] I can't get enough, All I wanna to do is give you more But did I mess up? While chasing these open doors Till they close I don't know, I don't how long I hope you see it, before you're gone [Verse 2: Locksmith] Trapped in a maze that I made myself Hardest song ever but it may not help Spoke my mind, just the way I felt Never dawned on me any shamed I dealt I was just trying to get free I was just trying to convey what was wrong Never considered how people would look at my family or judge my father and mom What am I wrong? Should I be calm? Should I be quiet and silence my plead? Should I pretend like I wasn't infected, infected with such an abusive disease? Wasn't neglect, Wasn't disgust You can do everything right as you must You can be over protected as parents and still see your child a victim of lust I am the proof, this sh**s the truth You can accept it and just be aloof Simply come blinded and often reminded You cannot control what's out of your view This is the few And it's still enough to do damage Looking back what I was looking at And those Obstacles but I'll manage [Hook: Jarell Perry] I can't get enough All I wanna to do is give you more But did I mess up? While chasing these open doors Till they close I don't know, I don't how long I hope you see it, before you're gone Before you're gone, I hope you see it Before you're gone, I mean it Before you're gone, one step closer Before you're gone, the dream Before you're gone, to give you everything Before you're gone, after all you've given me Before you're gone, one step closer I can't get enough All I wanna to do is give you more But did I mess up? While chasing these open doors Till they close I don't know, I don't how long I hope you see it