!llmind - Dear Michelle lyrics

[Verse 1] Once upon a time met this girl she was crying I ran down the hall to go vomit in a stall But I didn't pay her mind which hurt her more Cuz I was gonna be curled up on the floor Puking my guts out, gotta let my stomach shout Stop abusing me, stop drowning me in liquor I was done after a couple minutes she was still there Her blank eyes stare, gazing into my soul I looked down asked her why's the world cold Young beautiful and restless i'd make her my wife If I didn't see what happened 3 thousand 600 hundred seconds ago She says she knows this is common practice Wants a baby soo bad so she has to practice Wants to find love, be wanted for a couple minutes I tell her babygirl you're beautiful just quit it She screams noo...I can't You don't know what its like Tryna have a conversation about life And it ending soon cuz guys only wanna fxck right? Just a thing, not a being with emotions Smoke a ton of weed, alcohol is always choking em out Sometimes I wanna shout, I tell her break down I can see what she sees, your parents were never there You just wanna go to school, your dad tried to rape you Guys fxcked you to be cool you were the school who*e You don't speak your opinions Cuz you're scared they'll get bored I've met you before, I was just like you Haven't been with 20 men but I think like you Now I'm thinking to myself I'm a scum of human being I was drunk but I was in Damn we ran a train She gave us head and I was first Now I'm stuck writing a verse About the curse this girl lives Brand new crib for her new born baby She's gone missing and lately I don't think about her, we don't talk I still want her but if I go for it Ima be another s**er falling for a broken heart They say you can't save a s*ut But I could save a poor soul Looked her in the eyes and told her I'll be here when it gets cold I'm not in love, or lust but she shouldn't ride the bus If you relate to this girl I swear you're gorgeous don't let yourself slip You know you deserve better I'll call you girls Michelle here's my broken heart's letter [Outro] Can't save a s*ut...