Lj 'El Jefe' Beats - Years Gone By lyrics

Time goes really fast Just Like a Bugatti jet I wasn't ready for this Just like when my daddy left Gone for 2 days See I was really scared Saw him the next day And asked him why he disappeared He pointed to my heart And told me he'd always be there He took away my worries And made them vanish in the air I made him promise To stop selling rocks Stop chasing that paper Daddy we dont need a lot As I grew up I took over the family business k**ed my self conscience And then murdered the only witness All this love talk Is just something I never heard The following events All happened in a blur co*ked back my gun And shot at the mirror Lyrical mail There are the bars I deliver Turn around the corner And then I saw some n***a He reached inside his pocket And then pulled the trigger Things I don't have Are the things I don't deserve So many things were said Then again their only words Broken hearts and spoken thoughts I learned about them more I could let it slide But I'd rather start a war Write a d**h sentence Once I'm outa the hospital The time that changed me Was just another obstacle Reality hits so hard I knocks the lights right out of you They got me on the curve Singing to alot of blues As the years go by I notice this is my destiny To die with a legacy The only things that's left of me Are just words Written in the paper Not enough years I don't wana meet my maker With all this time I notice That I'm just like my father Rather die before I lie That's d**h over dishonor So I notice That I gotta fix my name No more hustles in the corner Yea I gotta make a change Complications obligations And hallucinations Looking for a way In the hopes my life changes So I found some new friends And I threw away the d** Real n***a from the hood? That's a former thug Still looking for that shooter I'm holding a grudge The day that I find him I won't be holding much The type of crime Only a dumb n***a would pull it Cuz inside my body Were three small bullets In the mean time Ill hit up my boy Ed He showed me a gun The same tried to shoot me dead I pined him to the floor And aimed it at his head Choking him and screaming Why'd you want me dead? I didn't care I left him with the blood on the floor I can't even believe I f**ing trusted him before I k**ed my self too The gun shot was really loud For all these years I just wanted to make my daddy proud It's been years since I died And now my eyes are open Years gone by Only few words were spoken Many tryd to take my life Only one succeeded Tried to play my life But d**hs the one that cheated Many want my life So they try to take it from me Rather spill my blood Than negotiate with money I loved my So did everybody else I loved it so much I tryd to keep it to myself Why can't it be simple Like back in the day Everybody wants my life Just one took it away Now I can't do anything He's the one that living it Can't take back the love The love I was giving it Now I can't do nothing Feeling like I'm fronting If I still had my life You know I'd so something And it all revolves around a girl Who so bright Because this girl This girl was my life