Lizards Have Personalities - Snows of Kilimanjaro lyrics

I've been drawing interstates over veins Cause all i want to do is get away from this place But i can't find the strength in these legs To rid myself of this hell that i've made So what am i waiting for? I know i don't deserve to be alone But i've convinced myself otherwise my entire life And now nothingness is my only home All i've done for days is read Frost and Hemingway And think about the way you'd breathe down the back of my neck And all these f*cking nights run together This is not my life, it's a nightmare I don't expect to make it out alive But there's no sin worse than being Slaughtering myself by begging for love I need to keep from destroying me Do beating hearts mean we're alive And bleeding wounds mean we're aware? Because i know in the end When my corpse is underground This will all be forgotten