Livingston Taylor - Can't Get Back Home lyrics

I lay down to rest and I find my self weeping And wondering why no answer would come Sleep mercifully found me and drew all around me The things that I knew when young and at home And my mother was peaceful, my father was strong My brothers were smoking and drew me along And my feet were soon ten and walked me away And I can't get back home again Insights are endless and thoughts are exploding Dear God, I'm so lonesome and I don't know why I miss her and call her and kiss her and all of her Faults draw the light I end with goodbye In the snow the old school died, we laughed uncontained And I lay on my back in the warm summer rain I raced only to win and never to show And I can't get back home again Drifting to dreams 'bout the places I've been My home is just dust and love's so undefined And kindness is fine if you know where you're going Good Lord if you question you're crushed in the line I remember so sweetly the love that was home And secure looking up at the king on his throne And I saw eye to eye, I looked down and then I never got back home again