FIGHTING LAPSE OF ME CONDITIONED THOUGHT, POTENCY LIFEFORCE, EXTRACTION, NOTHING IS NOT THERE PRECIOUS WASTED, KILLED AND TESTED TO BE WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE IS NOT INSIDE ME SEETHING, LOATHING, FREE TO THINK YOUR WAY TO BE WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE, IT'S NOT WITHIN ME LAPSE OF LIFE, CONDITIONED THOUGHT TOLD ME, AGAINST ME NOTHING IS NOT THERE