Livid - Shaded lyrics

Taking time to figure out To figure out what's running through your head Everything you said, everything you did What really got to me I'll never forget What it is that broke me And pulled me down and watched me bleed Wasting time neglecting doubt My stomach stops to hear my heart shout To hear my thoughts out, to ease my pain I'm sick of telling this old tale To any ear that's open I'd tell it all to you again But I've already spoken And I don't know how You can say it's overrated I'm so frustrated And I can't stand how You make me feel my life's been wasted My faith is shaded Waking up and handing out Handing out a welcoming To everything you were, to everything you prefer What really hurt the most were the Secrets that you kept beneath your skin What they were, I never knew Till the day they made me plead Breaking all respect without Explaining what you're really about To let your thoughts out, to ease my pain I'm sick of feeling that I've failed The course that never opened You're choosing to be crawling through When you know you should be walking Bleed When it hurts When it rips my heart in two When it hurts because