Livid - Sick Cycle lyrics

Now I'm on my last breath Doesn't make it easier to start over When there's nothing left here but regret I'm still going through the motions in my head Let's pretend you're dead Everyone looks relieved Does anyone feel like me? Everyone gets deceived Endless sick cycle Everyone gets to breathe Happiness make believe It's like pulling teeth Endlessly Takes time to make go away Push it back and let it decay Hearts never seem to escape disarray Lies are what scream in my head Trying to pretend that you're dead Words that were best left unsaid were still said Now I'm on my first d**h Doesn't make it easier to trust myself Knowing everything I said was meant for you Inconsistent with repent Let's pretend you're dead Everyone's disbelief Everyone looks at me Have I failed to see Hindsight's k**ing me Everyone gets to breathe Happiness make believe It's like pulling teeth Hopelessly