Lilly v la - Suffocate lyrics

(VERSE 1) To me my life is what ever, I got no commitments but your a overcast, I can see the dark weather Being there with you would of been the storms,There would of been no whistle or horns No reset or tap out, I'm so glad I didn't move in and work it out Life ain't bout chocolate almonds and penetrating paid b**hes, MAN up You think your free but your really not, I had an addiction, YEAH i know Thats last weeks news and its getting old, You keep telling me things that aren't necessary It's crazy how you be coming at me, You ask me to close my eyes and put my hands out Just to realize you were just a dream I was wishing for, I told you once before I'd never let you hurt me again, But you begged me back for another chance Once again All song and no dance (HOOK) I thought my last set me free, so hard to believe, I'm worst of then I use to be For you have slowly shackled me in, I'm forgetting the person who I need to be I can't breath, please get away, far away Stop right there I can't bare another day Free me I can no longer stay, I'm almost at my last breath, I'm getting there About to suffocate (VERSE 2) I'm sorry we both weren't worth it to each other to stay, But lately i've been feelin a different way I'v met someone and everything with him feels so right, I know he'd NEVER deprive me if I was his wife I'm far from him and he's far from home, But we love each other and he keeps me going You stick to me like a song, the things you say constantly was wrong, starting to get to me Your the type to pick me up when im down, Get me up and slam me back into the ground, I'v blacked out You said we had a mound to get over or a hill ,but really its your attitude that needs a switch you gotta k** (VERSE 3) Every beauty needs a beast thats all I can say, We can't be lovers and enemies, I won't live this way You know I'm a different shade some type of grey, Girls like me they ain't around these days You hated how I got paid but I gave that up and nothing changed Everything about you slowed me down, what am I to do just sit around Now your happy i'm at home you got your way, I'm miserable and bored all day I wasted almost half the year with you and im so mad, i'll take the experience and leave with that I'll get over these hard feelings for your sake, So if I ever pa** you in the street I can smile and walk away (HOOK)