[Intro: Lil Xan, Bobby Johnson Beats] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah You are now listening to a Bobby Johnson beat Yeah, yeah, yeah, aye [Hook: Lil Xan] Pray to God, like Allah Please slit my throat And when you die, wanna die Please slit my throat You see me high, almost died Almost slit my throat They gonna cry, when you die, because it's just how it goes [Verse: Lil Xan] Yeah, them heartbreaks, I made so many mistakes Like “this b**h might just be the one” They use me, they wanna be someone Like just go and get yourself a job I cannot be compared to y'all And if I do not make it, tell my mom this life is fake And I don't wanna see mistakes, same ones I made when I was basic (Aye, when I was basic, yeah) (When I was basic, yeah) Yeah, I rap, but I still fly coach Yeah, I'm rich, but I still don't boast Yeah, I'm sad, please slit my throat Yeah, I'm sad, please slit my throat (Sad, please slit my throat) Heartbreak soldier Caffeine, drinking soda Flip her up like some yogurt Stick inside my mind I need some peace I need indulgence [Hook: Lil Xan] Pray to God, like Allah Please slit my throat And when you die, wanna die Please slit my throat You see me high, almost died Almost slit my throat They gonna cry, when you die, because it's just how it goes [Verse: Lil Skies] Okay so, this little light of mine Tattoos all down my spine Everybody know that I'm on my grind Always at a place where the sun don't shine The media wanna make me a bad guy I don't know if I'm happy, you're right I stay inside, and I pray up to Christ Hoping one day I don't end my life Way too depressed to express how I feel Only smoke weed, sometimes I want pills Since the nightmare, I don't know what's real She came back around since I got that deal I don't want friends, I want happiness She did me dirty, it's “f** that b**h” I was so broke, but now I'm rich Still the same game, still the game cliques Xanarchy sh** Until that ho make a wish Feel a touch when we kiss My hands on her hips Fell in love with her lips Make her swallow my kids The world is so evil While we're lost in the mix Trying to make it make sense I wanna know: Does it matter to you that I don't have no f**s to give, b**h! [Hook: Lil Xan] Pray to God, like Allah Please slit my throat And when you die, wanna die Please slit my throat You see me high, almost died Almost slit my throat They gonna cry, when you die, because it's just how it goes [Outro] It's just how it goes It's just how it goes [?] just how it goes [?] just how it goes Never, ever ever wanna let you go