Yea, real rap, real rap for ya, yeah Lighters up, lets get 'em Though, though I'm missing you I'll find a way to get through I know living without ya is impossible (yea) Gone I know you goin' live on (cry momma, ya momma) Cause you were my brother (my sister) and I love ya, and I miss ya Stay strong, be tough, that's what the preacher tell ya He never really felt ya, so he can't even help ya Need a shoulder to lean on, somebody to cry to It's like everything's gone, but I'm a survivor Standing on stage in front of thousands Don't amount to me not having my father That's real talk, I know a lot of y'all got 'em But you need 'em way more when you gotta go without 'em And I'm without 'em, but that's life y'all Sometimes you gotta learn to swim with no lifeguard I'm alright God, sh** I'm still breathing But lose hurt like bullets, I'm about to start bleeding Throw me down some comfort, cause my heart need it Trying to cope wit' my chances a needle There's a dark road ahead, but I'm trying to take it easy Rest in peace Lil Beezy, my n***a Though, though I'm missing you I'll find a way to get through I know living without ya is impossible (yea) Gone I know you goin' live on (cry momma, ya momma) Cause you were my brother (my sister) and I love ya, and I miss ya (I miss my dog I can't believe that it's over But I'm a soldier, so I gotta over, can't stay sober, I'm just trying to get over) And now we, Smoke kush all day and pop paink**ers f** who don't understand it, this what the game did us This what the streets showed us This how the block made us, The same block where they laid 'em I pray every time I cross the spot on the pavement, save me Lord will I be next for the taking? Take me I know I'm living like I know when I'm coming But I'm just living cause I know that it's coming And the end is coming, but I ain't running I and hiding and ducking, I'm in the middle of a war, I'm alive and love it I'm just speaking from the heart of the dieing public We still beating, we goin' rise above it Though it seem like they cheatin' and we loosing We survive if nothing, they could never take the stride from struggling I gotta ride And sometimes that ride get bloody But I just think about my buddy and go after that money, but uh Oh, we gotta get over, we gotta get over, we gotta get over It's almost over, and we gon' be alright (I gotta get over, I gotta get over, cause b**h I'm a soldier) Straight Patron out the bottle to the head now We getting red now, b**h my n***a dead now And all the things I never said, I gotta say it now I should of said it then, now I gotta talk to clouds Now I gotta walk around, brim down Just trying to find my way to the next day, escape Ya birthday could be ya d**h date So I'm living like it was just yesterday, let's pray Ten fingers together, can't bring 'em together It's murder murder, I don't think it get better So be a competitor or get out the weather Me? I got a umbrella and a Beretta I'm just trying to make sure my daughter future progressing And behind that, I'm shooting excessive, trust me The beautiful dead, we living wit the ugly I just tell my pops wait for me, I'm coming Though, though I'm missing you I'll find a way to get through I know living without ya is impossible (yea) Gone I know you goin' live on (cry momma, ya momma) Cause you were my brother (my sister) and I love ya, and I miss ya (I miss my dog I can't believe that it's over But I'm a soldier, so I gotta over, can't stay sober, I'm just tryin to get over) Though, though I'm missing you I'll find a way to get through I know living without ya is impossible (yea) Gone I know you goin' live on (cry momma, ya momma) Cause you were my brother (my sister) and I love ya, and I miss ya (I miss my dog I can't believe that it's over But I'm a soldier, so I gotta over Can't stay sober, I'm just trying to get over) They ask me why I wear shades at nighttime, Cause I don't wanna see nothing! Yea, Like I said, Life ain't nothing but a long extended road, keep driving I done pa**ed up plenty people up on the side of road, No help, keep going Yea, lost a lot of pa**engers on the ride, kept going yep, Who knows when I'll run outta gas Yea