Lil Poppa - Blessed, I Guess lyrics

[Intro: Seddy Hendrinx] Them hard times be the best times Hold on to that pain blessing all within And I know to keep our head high [Verse 1: Lil Poppa] Them hard times be the best Born cursed, tatted on my neck Took me a minute, just to realize I was blessed Full of pain and stress but I'm too busy trying to gain success fu*k the fame, I won't ever change Don't want my name in the press My therapist asked how I been feeling Between insane and depressed I can't lie, I'm traumatized from putting angels to rest Daddy blood, sickly child, I gotta deal with my health I can't believe it was a time I thought 'bout killing myself [Chorus: Lil Poppa] But I'm blessed, I guess I know you wanna see a ni**a down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one Don't forget you are loved at your best You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come I'm paranoid, my brother died with his gun Just remember me when it's all said and done [Verse 2: Lil Poppa] They say you get wiser when you grow older But I cannot wait until all this sh*t over You know God give His toughest battles to His strongest soldiers A wise man once told me, it's about survival, without you, it ain't no dreams How you forget about your ni**as though? Must be a I in your team How they gon' judge the way I'm living though? When they don't even know me Say you one hundred, gotta show me that How they gon' try to hold me back? Say they with me, ain't even notice that Why ain't nobody told me that? Now in days everybody rapping, I don't know what's facts But I had to put in the grind, no time to relax Nah, I ain't even in my prime, I keep reminding me that Ten years from now, out of sight, out of mind Where I'll probably be at [Chorus: Lil Poppa] But I'm blessed, I guess I know you wanna see a ni**a down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one Don't forget you are loved at your best I know you wanna see a ni**a down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one Don't forget you are loved at your best You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come I'm paranoid, my brother died with his gun Just remember me when it's all said and done