[Verse 1: Horse Head] I wanna k** myself but no one believes me I just wanna be loved why they gotta deceive me Get what they want then they leave me I just want you to see me, believe me Honestly I'm the one and you need me, and I need you It's transparent, it's see through I'm getting money still sad too [Hook: LiL PEEP] Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't Now I know I don't love you anymore But if you show me a sign, if show me a sign Maybe I could find another reason to try Now I know, now I know, I don't love you anymore But if you show me a sign, if show me a sign Maybe I could find another reason to cry [Verse 2: Horse Head] You're the reason I try You make me wanna die I think you're so cute It k**s me every time And I got a d**h wish so I wanna make you mine I think it's a sign that when the stars align GothBoiClique in the black Benz truck I don't give a f** [Hook: LiL PEEP] Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you Getting money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't