Lil Bibby - Thoughts lyrics

[break] Im going crazy as sh** Its me against the world and they waiting for me to slip The city that I come from is hateful as sh** The devil in my ear got me praying this sh** And these are private thoguths what im saying is sh** When I know damn well I shouldn't be saying this sh** Just to make em happy if they know a n***a down So i buy a new car everytime I come around Just to feel proud [hook]x2] Im slipping, im falling, I can't get up Ayo im slipping im falling I can't get up Ayo im slipping im falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet so I can f** up the streets [verse] I remember I was starving I swear you could see my bones Now im getting fat, cause my money getting long And I smile on pictures but some sh**s been going wrong Lotta sh** been going on so I put it in a song And my Glock up under my pillow, im laying in my bed Tryna block these crazy a** voiceas out my head I got, n***as doing years and a, Couple homies dead And im a stacking paper boy so what am I complaining For, I guess its just the fame or, this whole rap game I just been depressed thats why i spent 20 on this chain For, Alotta n***as been hating but these b**hes scream my name I just cut on me some food cause this life is so insane Im the man in my city, they should just crown me Couple street partnes sneak dissing tryna down me All these new faces, MAn i guess thats just how it be If you dont know my real name get the f** off round here [break] [hook]