Lil B - I Forgive You lyrics

Now, I want to welcome ya'll to.. you know, my I Forgive You mixtape It's your boy Lil B - there's been lot of bullsh** on my mind You know, I'm just tryna stay alive and be positive- you know, uplift You know... show love to where I come from f** these n***as! You know? This sh** brings tears to my eyes n***a, cause it's like f** these n***as, man! That's on life, n***a [Verse 1 - Lil B] My inside's burnt up, I'm tore up from the weed smoke My vision out of place, I'm a hunter I got the fiends going, not literally, but mentally I'm on another note, the last time I've seen some real friends Was on the TV show, and when I was going broke They always had their comments Leave you in the dirt and hit you where it hurts But a man like me, I'mma work on the nightshift Work on the graveyard even if I never sleep, sh** The American dream is to die self-made The rich stay rich and the poor eat the grains Now that's where the root and the source of all my pain I was born into war, I don't want to die in the flames Well, f** these n***as, man This sh** k** me, n***a This sh** k** my heart, n***a n***as crying over this, motherf**ing b**h-a** n***as, man Listen, just listen, you can hear it in the system I forgive you for your thoughts It's hard to see wisdom, when you're a 5, you're not thinking 10 You're not seeing 7, you're not even 6 And I guess you kind of pissed cause most n***as staying under I forgive you for your your hate, I sit back and wonder Life's really hard but I move through the thunder I keep my head up, I step my bread up The money came to me cause a brother stopped chasing Quit being so thirsty, no off back hating No random car rides with the fiends to go shopping I was stealing that night, I was dealing that night But plotting by day, I still live in paranoia Even still to this day, I can't believe I'm not folded They not planking in the Bay where I'm from Cause this is not a game and they got real guns I forgive you for your ignorance, not paying attention To the message that I'm giving, to say I'm never sitting That means that I'm not sick and I been down since the beginning With a cough and a limp, warm hand and cold lips n***a This little boss And I'm thinking about the tat Cause the squad showed me hate But I don't got to relax I gotta relax, actually, I need to relax But I got the respect, I forgive you at last Take the money out the car, put my soul in the bag... "I Forgive You" mixtape... There's not much I can say... Just feel my pain