Lemur Voice - Deep Inside lyrics

On your search you'll find your feelings are inscrutable Confusion, 'cause inside is a high-density fog First time trying to read your own map The black sheep weave the web And you have to pay for feeding by denial Responsibility was to heavy a load Excuses made them hungry Anxious to see the soiled bottom of your center Even so you can't stand the source's protest Deep down you'll have to be going NO, my search will be on roses And I will choose the color But why are you seeking when you don't want to find Now it's growing without your help The feeding has lost it's necessity 'Cause black sheep became black widows And the question is: "Does the shade fill itself with the emptiness of light" Return back to the basics Learn to live without walls of defence Return back to the basics And go beyond you have been It's time to take a dive in the black hole Illumination by itself is the key to the lock on your life The process is one big fractal of emotional nightmares involving in a dream This conscience is full of humiliation Self esteem asks for denial again Dependence as a bridge to survival Learn to live without walls of defence Return back to the basics And go beyond you have been