Lemm - The Au Lait lyrics

I look up at my airy white sighs and the clear sky, extend my numbing hands, and buy tenderness. The morning light that shined on my desk. I'd pretend to not hear them even if someone's voice went off. Since the sinking town is stopping the clock even as I look out the window, I'll try playing the part of "my pitiable self". Milk tea that's still so warm. I gently touch my cheeks, look at the sky, and hum to myself a song I pretend to know-- Hey, am I stupid? Milk tea. I wanna be living a lot better. Though, I'm being left behind in spite of that. Sharp gazes and words on my back, I listen to someone's song, and a lone one pretends to like it. Since both normal things and the things I don't know overflow and spill, I'll try destroying the defective (this kind of) me. Milk tea that's lost its warmth. I gently put my mouth to it, and shed tears, pretending to not notice my ever jarring chest. Hey, am I bitter? Milk tea. Though I myself am surely in the wrong, but y'know, since I wanna be smiling in spite of that, too-- Although the shadows swaying back and forth and the empty cla**room (room) give me some tranquility, I can't sleep... I'm a little exhausted. Milk tea. I am wounded, I wound, and even this self isn't my ally now. Hey, I sure am stupid. Milk tea. "Surely a day will come when you can smile," or something; I don't know how long I can believe that for. Even so, so as to be able to like everyone, even so, so as to be able to like myself--