A struggle with d**h's embrace Blood is covering my face again Thick swollen lips try to ask why Why I had never... Long forgotten memories I am drowned in it The search for love led me Through paths of abuse and hate I'm counting The seconds till the end I spit out what's left inside of me Thick swollen lips try to ask why Why I had never... Disguise the truth - wordlessness But this trauma won't fade Painful enigma follows me Maybe I could have been Someone The silence before the pain And all endeavours in vain Thick swollen lips try to ask why Why I had never... A struggle with d**h's embrace Blood is covering my face again Thick swollen lips try to ask why Why I had never...