Left Boy - I Want To lyrics

[Verse 1] (I want to) give you what you need But I've been f**ed up on percocets and weed (I want to) tell you where to go But I don't even know where the f** I'm goin' so (I wan-want to) 3-3-3 4 5 How many did I take? I just want to feel alive (I want to) I really do But I can't so I'm leaving for a month or two (I want to) keep it all together But this money is the devil, I'm spendin' it like whatever (I want to) get my daddy that pica**o They say I'll never make it cause they think I'm such an a**hole (I want to) stop, impossible My flow is sick and I'm a bad hospital (I want to) take this green and turn it Twist it, burn it. It's your turn to hit [Hook] I want to be someone else or I'll... I want to be someone else or I'll... I want to be someone else or I'll... I want to be someone else or I'll... [Verse 2] I know I'm blessed in every which way Did the rabbit go down Vodka with some OJ Simpsons on the TV Roaches in the ashtray My mother's asking why I never considered to study I tell her I'll be big I'm not the brightest son But I'll be lightin up the world and remembered when I'm done She tells me not to run from the issues in my life So I try to take a stand and end up swallowing the knife I said... (I want to) tell her I just put a million in Her bank account and she'll never have to worry again, yo (I want to) tell my daddy that I'm fine That I'm happy with this girl and I ain't f**ed up all the time, ay yo (I want to) change, adjust Go to New York and blow up or bust It's just a matter of trust I want to be someone else or... be dust [Hook] I want to be someone else or I'll... (4x)