Spend my life like a dog chasing the rain Or I could take my time and reacquaint myself I could go on pretending to know Or I could stop this struggle thats making me fall How will I sleep? There's a fine line between my love and my fear You gaze in awe at what I'm straining to see And I've been told that when I'm weak and alone I will be strengthened and carried How will I sleep How will I sleep Here's what I wanna say, here's what I wanna say My head betrays me, my heart gives me away, My head betrays me, my heart gives me away Gonna find me a church, I alone will worship there I'll find the Silence that comforts me I'll taste of religion partake of my own pride Hear the enemy laugh at me through the night How will I sleep How will I sleep This desert so hot, but it gets so cold here at night At the edge of the Jordan cleaned by the light This desert so hot gets so cold here at night At the edge of the river poised for the fight At the edge of the Jordan............