Lecxs Ahziz - Why I Am The Way I Am lyrics

[Verse 1] Let me tell you a little somethin' about Katie Tropp I usually keep to myself until the beat drops That's when I become an open book Where I turn all my pain into a hook That's right I got a lot of anger I keep it inside because everybody is a stranger You ain't no friend of mine you're a liar and a faker All I got are my rhymes written on this piece of paper My family flat out s**s that's just the way it is There have been a total of zero good relationships Family reunion that could never happen Cuz they'd all get drunk and get to scrappin' They can't be in a room for five whole minutes Without someone startin' up some worthless argument Or trying to start up some dumb bullsh** My number one goal is to be their opposite! [Hook] What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am! What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am! [Verse 2] Believe it or not I used to have no self esteem Because my b**h a** father up and left me Then I was stuck with my abusive step Daddy All he would do is spew all his hatred at me Every f**in' day for six whole years I'd be lucky if I made it through dinner without tears He'd keep pounding beers and fillin' my ears Tellin' me all the reasons why I should disappear And through all of this nobody ever had my back Just cry by myself after all of his attacks Didn't talk to anybody cuz they don't give a crap Or they were just too drunk to even deal with that Just snort another line or pop another pill Think about all of the ways you can try and steal From your own flesh and blood nothings sacred here I know it sounds harsh but I can't help but keep it real! [Hook] What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am! What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am! [Verse 3] People always wonder how I could be so cold But when you raised with no love that's all you really know I take sh** for what it is don't care what's being told It's usually all lies when my family is involved Throughout my family tree most are missing one parent And the one that we left with ain't payin' enough attention They stuck in their own world they're all nothin' but selfish Too blind to see how their actions affect us! Abusive relationships, endless drug use Alcoholic fits, Children cryin' in their room Rape a f**in b**h, Hey even murder too We're all f**ed up here and it starts in the womb They plant that seed and just move along Keep ruining lives without a care at all And the sad thing is that when they hear this song They'll point the finger at me and tell me I'm wrong! [Hook] What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am! What I come from it ain't nothin' nice No love ever shown just endless f**in' fights Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line This is why I am the way I am Why I am the way I am!