Lecxs Ahziz - Conversations With Myself lyrics

[Hook] I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself [Verse 1] This World is a puzzle and I don't fit People all around me who don't give a sh** If I disappeared now would you notice? Only if you need something is when I got your focus I keep to myself and you wonder why I can't ever open up that is not a lie My brick wall is built up so high To bust through this it's gonna take a lot of time But most people ain't got the patience They want it all now but you know they keep on chasin' Time's a wastin' the past you can't erase it So keep praying to God even though you dance with Satan You're all a joke get away from me I know if I let you in that's insanity Because all you're gonna do is take from me If one more person f**s me over I'ma go on a k**ing spree! [Hook] I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself [Verse 2] When you speak the truth cowards run and hide But I got too much pride to not speak my mind So in turn I got no one by my side But I'd rather have it that way instead of tellin' lies Spewin' bullsh** that's not how I do So get the f** out if you don't want the truth I'll jump off a roof with a rope tied to my tooth Before I ever tell a lie up in this booth This road that I walk all by myself Always makes me wonder if there's anybody else Out in this World not sure if I can tell Not many to trust who even know me well So hell let me look in the mirror Keep on talkin' to myself cuz I'm the only one who feels it I see so much clearer Than all you mother f**ers because the truth you fear it! [Hook] I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself [Verse 3] I am not a normal human being I look at life so much differently That's probably why it's only me Who see's everybody else is so phony You're so afraid of what people think You just change who you are with no dignity You can't get to me so go on and preach Get bent the f** over here's more sh** to eat The weak will scatter maybe chitter chatter About how they want your head on a silver platter Gang up on me but I'm ready for the battle You won't ever see me in someone else's shadow You can tie me down, kick me in the mouth Set my a** on fire, then try to stomp it out I still won't back down or join your stupid crowd Cuz I'm too f**in' proud to not stand my ground! [Hook] I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself I keep having these conversations with myself These are thoughts I can't express to no one else Even if I did you'd prolly go stealth I keep having these conversations with myself