Leaves' Eyes - Fading Earth lyrics

I knew so well those eyes I know so well what they won't tell Freeze in the window light You've been too long away I left you heartsick in the morning just to come again at dark Scattered poems on the floor is all I left behind This fading earth This heavy dark-blue sky around me Im laying the night awake forsaken and mistaker Against my life I hold this silver blade in my hand Who am I to thinl you'll wait for me on the other side My paradise was never here This hopeless fight amongst the living I fear that age and d**h someday brings you to decay Coloured with the d**h of man A hundred years of wait and drain Sick with hatred sick with pain Your patience is wearing thin Why try to be patient with life Once so promising but yet so vulnerable This fading earth on the other side I pray you'll wait for me on the other side