LaZ3Rat10n - Bottle In My Hand lyrics

[VERSE 1] There's bottles on the floor, back against the door Stumble to the drawer in attempt to pour some more I'm not an alcoholic, I'm not relying on it But anytime I want it, I can't stop me getting on it Yeah, I drink alone. Yeah, I lost my phone Yeah I'm getting loans just to have a drink, I know I drink when I'm depressed, drinking cause I'm stressed I nearly feel possessed when cravings hit my chest Yeah, I'm losing sleep and I'm feeling hella weak But how I meant to sleep when I can barely go a week Unforeseen, sixteen, never clean, a stupid teen Just sit behind a damn screen, anxious just to be 18 I know I sound pathetic, please don't be sympathetic To get this way I let it, and it's all my fault, I get it Still not an addiction, chest under constriction Stuck in this affliction and it's all my self-infliction [Chorus] May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command [VERSE 2] Wake up in a park, still it's after dark Stumble on the gla** from the drink I had last Once again alone, lost another phone No way to get home, something you'd disown Used to be strong, although I don't belong This'll be lifelong f** I was drunk while writing this song Very few can tell, I'm living in hell Notice the smell but shrug it off as well Stuck under a spell The smell, the look, the taste, how it feels To me it just appeals, causing me to skip meals A bottle so colossal, came in, yep, jostled Treat it like a fossil, causes me to topple Can't get a beer? Watch my mood veer Becoming so severe as my smile disappears Watch me so distressed, hands on my face, pressed [Chorus] May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command [VERSE 3] Hungover as f**, Hit me like a truck Brain running a muck, I'm feeling real stuck Think I'm gonna puke, think I've been rebuked Think it's just a fluke that I haven't so soon Grab another drink, although I can't think Watch me as I sink, hear the bottle chink As I knock it down, bottles on the ground Oh, I love the sound of the bottles I surround I don't know the date, and I can't see straight Getting real late, with myself I'm in debate Don't know where I am, what is this? A sham? Think I have an exam, f** school's scam Talking to myself, what else should I sell Just so I can dwell in my hell With a bottle you can tell I'm unwell Might as well, end it all hear me say farewell [Chorus] May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command May have lost the battle, but I'm gonna win the war One day soon I'll be chilling on tour With a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned But it won't be a demand, no I'll be in command