Lavish - The Art of Regret lyrics

[Verse 1: Starlito] An old soul rockin' a throwback jersey I sent her roses on Thursday We back beefin' before they burgundy Words are weapons Sometimes even when you say nothin', it's still ma** destruction She wasn't with me for my status, or my cash, or nothing Gone, our separate ways; I think about her some days Most of all, I think I'm thankful that I'm out of her way Maybe meditate, I doubt that I pray Might count it, but don't save It gets so tense, I often feel my sense of humor fade No suspense, but I guess that's the true expense of what you've obtained The pretense of fame, means you pretend you're not insane They sendin' all these shots without sendin' a name When I send shots, I send you in and out your lane Spinnin' out.. I'm pullin' up on anythang, mention Jermaine Respect my come up, I defied gravity Rhyme by myself, I arrive rapidly Smokin' by myself, nah, I ain't pa**in' it Do anything to provide for my family What I'mma front for? My life on the line on the grind every time I walk out my front door Could have ninety-nine mill, I'm still gon' want more Like, what's one more? In the streets nobody plan to go to jail A lot of soldiers get knocked on the humble Rap like I'm on the run, I did what I done Ain't the least bit ashamed, not proud neither Cause if I got caught, all the sh** I saw Probably be locked up and get out neither Just been runnin' red lights, in my red car, with the red seats Shipped it out to AZ Grind hard, I fed me Yeah, that's my legacy Learn from your mistakes, exterminate the fakes Don't let nothin' deter ya; that's determination The side of the town I come from, you rarely, if ever, make it Nobody I know patient And when it's slow, they start takin' My homies incarcerated, they say I'm they motivation Hustlers and boosters embrace me for the music I be makin' Gang units falsely accuse me of some type of affiliation But I fell in love with guns It's the only way I knew to deal with the hatred