Laura Pausini - La Solitudine (The Loneliness) lyrics

I don't even know if he still thinks of me Once he got on board that unforgiving train I imagine that he whiled away the time Through the cold gray morning and the city rain Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him Who'll ask him did you miss me, maybe now and then Laughing he'll say well he met this funny girl But just a summer think he won't see her again Oh God I hope I'm wrong But I'm not feeling very strong I've been so up and down so sad So happy, feeling good and bad I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry I tell the truth but that's a lie I've been so in and out so wild So well behaved so pure defiled oh solitudine That word I hate to say And no I was not crazy to do what we did I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still And kept a little more of him to see me through He loved me all he could I never had my fill And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well I feel again the way he moved I take it slow I talk to him and he becomes a part of me And then I know he'll never let the summer go Oh God I hope I'm right I won't give in without a fight And I can take the words they throw At me for none of them could know That we had something very few Will ever find their whole life through I wouldn't change a single day Although the price I have to pay is solitudine The loneliness is tearing me apart It tears me up it pull me down and then It wraps around my heart oh solitudine Does he remember all he said to me I've been so up and down so sad So happy feeling good and bad I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry I tell the truth but that's a lie I've been so in and out so wild So well behaved so pure defiled oh solitudine Does he remember all he said to me And I can take the words they throw At me for none of them could know That we had something very few Will ever find their whole life through I wouldn't change single day Although the price I have to pay is solitudine