Last Tuesday - We Can't Afford lyrics

The bright lights shaded by and existence thats slowly fading And I am, forced to reflect on who I am and what I've done 21 and fearing things to come and where I'm gonna be and will I find someone I could be gone when the sun goes down and yet I'm walking around staring at the ground Time pa**es by so fast, I need some time to stop and think about it I wonder where I'll be in a couple years and if I'm still alive, Am I living my life And after all is said and done, I look back at what i've become And I am, honestly questioning if my time was well spent Ready, set, no wait not ready to go, I have a good excuse I had some things to do Another year and I've forgotten the fear that this might be the day that I'll be taken away Sometimes I feel like I'm a day away, just a day away from everything I want to be Tomorrow comes and I realize I'm where I was just a day ago tonight Tonight, tonight I'll live my life