[Verse 1] I figured I could get it cheaper if I go and hit my plug out in Puerto Rico Fifty cal desert eagle get to squeezing when a n***a feelin' evil Big smile on my face when I look over, see the trap phone ringing Where was you n***a when I didn't have sh**, now you're comin' with opinions I was taught growin' up that I'd never have to answer to another n***a I was taught growin' up that you never roll with n***as that be in they feelings Ups and downs in the trap game got me trappin' hard, turned me to a menace I'm vacayin' on an island but my money still workin' on the f**ing west I got two n***as, Smith and Wes' I don't give a f** about a threat Doin' donuts in the ‘Vette Yellow diamonds on my neck Ride ‘round, mind gone, can't even think, n***a too high Two trap spots, two trap phones, goddamn, n***a too fly I checked the mail like two times Yeah I'm waiting on that pink slip I hit the chopper with the rubber grip Lately I been on some other sh** Damn [Hook] Sometimes I ask myself is this really living? Is this real life? got a n***a trippin' I'm just asking I'm just asking Sometimes I ask myself is this really living? Is this real life? got a n***a trippin' I'm just asking I'm just asking [Verse 2] Riding by myself ‘cause I don't trust n***as Old hating a** n***a, I hope a bus hit ya Dope man, dope man, got it for the cheaper Chop down, chop down Ride around with a MAC, gotta move different when you really havin' money Check that boy for a wire, n***a acting funny, n***a I don't really trust him Four five wrapped in a towel, had to grab mine, heard them n***as coming FN with the skinny nose, got it sounding like a rock band drumming I been out of my mind Bae I gotta go now I been working so hard It's all a n***a know now Rocking Bally's on my way to valley Other b**h Italian, only feed her salad On my way to Vegas, n***a f** the mileage Chopper break ya, sounding like you're switching cla**es I'm going steady so my check advancing Organized crime got me living lavish Overseas banking, got a few accountants Put my bottom b**h in a new Audi Triple eight white tee but that neck hit for like twenty-five thousand Bounced out on a renegade like what's up ma, need all of that [Hook] Sometimes I ask myself is this really living? Is this real life? got a n***a trippin' I'm just asking I'm just asking Sometimes I ask myself is this really living? Is this real life? got a n***a trippin' I'm just asking I'm just asking