Larry Jayy - Blue lyrics

[Verse 1] Early morning off the Henny I remember the times When I didn't drink but now too much sh** be all through my mind And I ain't pick up the mic yesterday, always wanted to rhyme Writin' down lines while other n***as sellin' nickels and dimes Hard to stay away from crime when you broke and your homies dyin' So much cryin' you get immune to that sh** and you question life But a voice in my head just told me to keep it pushin' Make all these n***as pay for the times that they overlooked me Prayin' my account never hit 0 again And I hate to see my granny go through chemo again Made her a promise I'ma make it, them bills won't be no trouble Now they talkin' about a wheel, for reals man I'm like f** it uh Feel the clock tickin', hit a block listing n***as acting like they know me but really the plot thickens My little girl was gettin' older gettin' smarter I just Wanna give her the world, be the best father I can be Seem like the more I move forward My people take a couple steps back and that ain't cool How can I enjoy success when I'm seein' my momma stress Lil brother facin' time, and I swear it got me depressed Look In a way I feel it's my fault Cause he goin' on the same sh** that I taught I could've been a better brother Trippin' off these b**hes man daddy never loved 'em uh Feel like I'm gettin' cold-hearted Break down the doors of hip-hop and bogart it I done went from starvin' artist to one of the hardest barkin, now it's (Wait a minute, that ain't how the Westcoast rock n***a!) [Beat Switch] [Verse 2] n***as claim they bangin', broads throwin' up hand signs Gamble with you life and bet it all on the past life Keep it G, I must've been a loc in my past life n***as go against me on their head 'till they flatline Streets call me Big Dog, Doc called me Blue Pit f** a redbone on the hood need a blue b**h Grab me some blue shoes, matchin' with my blue fit Hottest two C's , since Eazy I'm so ruthless Only spittin' true sh**, all life I've been slept on Drop a couple tapes now these rappers wearing teflon School of hard knocks lose your life if your test wrong Hoes tryna get me knocked up like I'm Seth wrong I mean Rogen, don't quote it I'm just a poet Under they nose and they frozen when I exposin' These fake n***as almost history You talkin' real you better mention me No worry about enemies used to run with frienemies Ridin' on my energy, claiming what they claim to be Throwin' up the bad, all these n***as lookin' little league L.A like the Dodgers I been wildin' off the Hennessy Livin' life blind add a b**h to get it clearer Only man I trust is the n***a in the mirror Miles away from dreams now I see it gettin' nearer Black girls always b**hin' started f**ing with Shakira's Hatin' cause they fearin' n***a this is just the intro Never snitched bro you shoulda been a cop 10-4 Step into my circle, square b**hes turnin' to nymphos [?] but I ain't signed up for Flip Mo Operation "Get Dough", haters turnin' groupies f** designer clothes, Villans hoodie with the UZI's Used to have the Whoopis now I f**in' with Karrueches Sorry for the wait, I'm the blue version of Tunechi R.I.P to Tookie, blue monster like Cookie On my empire I need a girl like Cookie Promoters overlooked me say ones askin' to book me I'm a k**a don't push me if you thinking you gon' book me Rappers turning backwards, lying on their Pro Tools Have these n***as dirty, thirty and still local, look Bet I be a legend when I check out f** your favorite artist I'm the next out Blue 89!