standing here wasted half a year now struggling on my own my identity's unknown i take these pills to numb the pain the memory drives me insane and the sound of your voice still echo's in my head in my head its to o hard to forget you i'm still living with pain and i cant break free this ball and chain comes with your name i cant afford these dreams about you aspirations gone without you and im letting to is something i don't know so im forced to swallow this and accept that im selfish but despite what we've been through its still hard for me to chew think of all the nights we stayed up late just you and i like our first date the place and time has changed and i'm easily erased and replaced you mean so much to mean you're everywhere i look your everywhere i go i'm still in love with you.