do you know how much time it took to build the nerve to finally call you? only to find out that you had gone far away there was something i held onto you're gone so what can i do? just to see you're face would make it all okay you left me last summer (i wonder) is there something i forgot to say? now i am left here to suffer do you feel the same way? and now i find out that i can't make it here on my own tell me when did i lose control? what have i done? you can find i'll be gone for awhile every day i would watch you walk by and every second just seemed to fly by lost in the thought of you and i eternally crushed again i start to pray someday you will finally come back do you realize what you meant to me? (gone for way to long)