Lany - Okay lyrics

I bought that pillow on the couch ’cause it reminded Me of the colors on your wall I thought you’d like it I don’t want this to be my last time in this apartment You took a day and made some space for me to move in Said I could take the bottom drawer so that’s what I did You told me I was all you want so now it’s changing Is it wrong to think you’re sadistic? I know you’re sleeping perfect While I’m over here hurting I’m gonna be okay Right? I’m gonna be ok Right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I’m gonna be ok, right? Don’t check my phone I know for sure you haven’t called me I fill my days with stupid s**t to keep me busy Instead of you I’m ending every night with whiskey Is it wrong to think you’re sadistic? I know you’re sleeping perfect While I’m over here hurting I’m gonna be ok Right? I’m gonna be ok Right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I’m gonna be ok, right? If I go insane (if I go insane) I got you to blame (I got you to blame) At least that’s what I tell myself at night I’m gonna be ok, right? (I’m gonna be ok) I kinda knew this would hurt just a little too much I kinda knew this would hurt just a little too much I’m gonna be okay Right? I’m gonna be ok Right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I’m gonna be ok, right? If I go insane (if I go insane) I got you to blame, right? (If I, if I) At least that’s what I tell myself at night I’m gonna be ok, right? (I’m gonna be ok) (right, right)