Language Arts - What If It Were to Be Reworked lyrics

Reality sets in as I drain another pen Are we the same people now that we were then? Let's explore this tree that we hang from From and through all of its seasons I'll go to bed feeling picked over tonight And if I feel this way, does it mean you might? Because my mind is a mess, feeling compressed Like rabbits a-beating up a-beating up my chest How is this love, is it because I wonder? It consumes my mind, my heart's in the blender I've done the math but the science doesn't make sense Or maybe it's that you were never really present I feel like this is a test and this is me thinking I feel like I'm the best ship, the best ship at sinking I'm just flip-flopping like a fish out of water in front of these high-beams It's times like these, oh can I please have somebody sitting next to me If I hadn't missed the appointment, would it have died everywhere? There's a shadow on the window, I can feel a ghost in here I need some help, but I didn't know the cost Will anything change? Because I find myself lost I try so hard to be, but I'm not ready, I know Am I walking to fast or am I running too slow? I'll try to build momentum like it's never been done at all Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and then you'll never ever fall