She was like a gun with a clip A poisonous snake with a fork-tongued kiss Her love hurt at times, but I so loved it Mixed it in my rhymes, and I said "f** it" I can show up, console her, but couldn't hold her Rub her shoulders and blow her but didn't know her She left me in an instant, I see her in the distance But I'm too much of a g to be that persistent Need I mention, my heart's in my pocket Ice cold stone and I even padlocked it Stop it, she comes back for a week and I thought love was good, nurse this pain that I'm feeling I'm reeling and pulling back A grown man confused, I put it in my raps In my car kept a bag, in my home kept a gun In my bed I had grenades and a pack of condoms Mama you dumb, never ran, never will I can k** you so bad but I still Protect myself perfect, prepare for the worst This seven years bad luck, broke a mirror's curses Verses and shots, the poison that rots I enjoy the pa**ion at times it gets hot Please forgive me not Acid makes you fonder as I wander A mockery of karma, we f**ed in La Varna And we f** till the morning Mistook this night for love and left without a warning She had me asleep snoring Baby let me dream, and after nights of pain I enjoy your schemes, I enjoy these genes And the way they came off Minute turn to hours and I'm so lost