Langhorne Slim - Drowning lyrics

And I never will know why Love will pay no mind to me Love always loved the way it sounded in theory And I'd k** to be alone With the strength to be alone Lonely feelings make me sad around company Well I'm dedicated and I'm craving someone that i don't know In this sea of stupidity I am stuck in the undertow Here come the lifeguard I'm drowning, she seems so delicious I'm grounded wtih her arms around me And I'm, I'm blinded by them ugly fishes Don't ask me any of your questions I won't tell you my lies Words deserve to serve the painful penalty And it's an*lyzing just how they're spoken Three times my hearts been broken Mama, you ain't never told me it's gonna feel like this So don't sit back and settle for comfort over pain I've been burned by the copper kettle I have spit back at the pouring rain Lie must gut denial Smile at it's melting face My insides are defiled It's wild baby but i cannot erase Truth is all a lie and I'm trying lesser everyday d**h to all that's dying, conditioning and decay Ticktock in a pitter-pattern Balls drop co*k saluting Saturn Darling I just wanna shoot a gun