Lanfear - Idiopathic Discreation lyrics

Alone and scared You won't save me I fear all the bloodstains that should not be It's too obscure and unknown to consider And I'll wait for the final breakdown No hope, but I'll pray for salvation My breathing, like a scream and it's just for me No breaking of the dawn – Why me of all people Beginning of the end – I'm barely alive Shock waves of an inborn idiopathic discreation I just want to fade away, no place to hide On the edge of my despair Left to choke on scattered thoughts Whimpered prayers, still unheard So where is god? Crossing the cancered line, delimitating life Deludes my jades eyes Thrown into a broken world I don't know where to turn I'll walk this path 'til I die Ever present, I have to face up to it I won't be nailed to insecurities All the fake healers, I can't stand 'em anymore Shaking and trembling is what I feel On the edge of my despair Left to choke on scattered thoughts Whimpered prayers, still unheard So where is god? Crossing the cancered line, delimitating life Deludes my jades eyes Thrown into a broken world I don't know where to turn I'll walk this path 'til I die I sailed through seas of debility Don't know the truth they're looking to seek Another hurt to heal The years went by so fast and I can't change the past Hel me trying to thwart my dying …to cry …to deny …to fly away On the edge of my despair Left to choke on scattered thoughts Whimpered prayers, still unheard So where is god? Crossing the cancered line, delimitating life Deludes my jades eyes Thrown into a broken world I don't know where to turn I'll walk this path 'til die Come on and shine, wherever you are Share the light within your heart I don't want to read my lifeline Beyond my silent cries As restless and wanderer And the darkness in my soul veiled an owing ray of home I'll keep it 'til I die