Lakeside X - Numb lyrics

When I freeze to the bone And it's cold like a stone Nothing left to say I feel numb I wish that I could dream But I can't fall asleep Can't even breathe or scream I feel numb I'm on the run Still on the run I cannot leave Stuck in a place Where nothing awaits Waits for me I'm trying to understand Why everything's damned I'm loosing all around I wanna be free But something's holding me I can't conceal I cut myself with a knife So I could know I'm still alive But there's no blood inside I feel numb