Lakeside X - Wonder lyrics

I'm trying to k** the pain That is k**ing me I'm trying to paint my brain Something black With a permanent pen I wonder Wonder where I am I wonder I can feel Is it a bullet or a splinter I wonder where I roam Cracked gla**, broken mirror I wonder Wonder where I go I wonder if I lost, wonder if I died Wonder if this dark, cold place Is anteroom for my trial If there's anybody hearing And there's nothing all around me I wonder if it's you, if you're calling me Wonder if it's cold blood on fingertips Sticking on me If I really went the wrong way And then ran out of my all time Don't say Don't say a word Don't I wander in the void With my shivering hands And my fingers they're numb All the colours they're blended I wonder Wonder where I am I'm waiting for a guide But there's no one who can see And all my stories slowly fade Out of my bleaching memory I wonder Wonder if I failed I wonder if I lost, wonder if I died Wonder if this dark, cold place Is anteroom for my trial If there's anybody hearing And there's nothing all around me I wonder if it's you, if you're calling me Wonder if it's cold blood on fingertips Sticking on me If I really went the wrong way And then ran out of my all time Don't say Don't say a word Don't And I'll try I promise I'll try Maybe next time