Lacrosse - My Stop lyrics

Living is not an option but I guess suicide is worse And I hate making decisions and I don't want it to hurt When I talked to the psychiatrist, she merely shrugged at me Said this thing you're experiencing, you're not suicidal You're just a human being, my friend And everybody feels like you do anyway But look at me, now look at me with my hand and feet on the railing With my heart all bled out I bet you didn't believe me when I said that this was different When I said that this was different Tell all my friends, it's gonna get a whole lot worse Before it's getting better the skies will look so dark The hardest part when someone is leaving Is when you never get to say, you never get to say goodbye Tell my mother that anger is just another side of grief I know it's the hardest on the parents to outlive your own kid Don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident Don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident Don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident Don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident Give them someone to blame I'm trying hard to control myself But this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop!