Laconic - On This Cold Night lyrics

Ive watched you for days Weeks and months Hoping that you could give me what i want There is a knock at the door On this cold night please answer it now and meet my knife Are you thinking of me Im thinking of you I can see your lips change color to the deepest shade of blue Don't raise your voice don't make a sound No one will know you'll never be found I love the feeling just watching you die As you bleed from the wounds from my 45 Make sure im okay