LA Chase - Broken Thoughts lyrics

[Verse 1] Sometimes I'm, uh... Crack open that dutch, Just so incoherent like, uh... Roll up another one, I just don't make no sense when I'm uh.... Hold it in your lungs, facing all these L's compelled to just uh... Clouds block out the sun Rain dance make led shower, my pride devour The stench of d**h, last breath of cowards Be goddamned if I'm feeding flowers, I'm a bleeding martyr, leaking harder Than heavy flows with these righteous poems, I'm throwing bows on Northland block Thought they had found an easy mark, I ain't not thug but i Sure got heart I'm a juggernaut, cops raid the spot I keep it pushing n***a cause my product hot A conglomerot, of my inner workings b**hes t**ng my girl I'm hurting Responsibilities I be shirking Told mama i'd be a better person n***as lurking I pulled them curtains Four or five and they'll all put work in I want them cameras flashing but i got them hammers blasting On, Lisbon and Cordova 'round the corner from Minnesota Where them n***as always packing and they steady 'bout that action I was in the build relaxing when I heard (Gunshots) [Hook] Dramatic words and truthful lies,Broken Heart and painless eyes I'm broken, and I can't be fixed, A defective clock that doesn't tick Dreams lead into a state of d**h so sleepless nights are where I'm left A heart of stone, that begins to crack, as sunny days all fade to black with These broken thoughts, broken thoughts, broken thoughts from my broken heart x4 [Verse 2] Sometimes I'm, uh So ahead of my time, numbed out by violence that I, uh... Spell my fate in these lines, need a reminder that I'm, uh.. That I'm destined to shine, that I'm even alive its hard to, uh Yo its hard to thrive when the concrete, under my feet Could give way so you can get paid now both of our ends meet You see thats deep, I'm in the jeep pa**enger seat, he got heat that he might wanna squeeze She squeezed my thumb, my new born sister Look in the mirror what the hell have I become? Plotting concocting, the jakes man they watching, I'm knocking I'm hoping they come and they open this door Outside its a war, I left my sword on the floor in the basement The basement the basement, goddamn the basement So many n***as that ain't make it out the basement Can't remember faces faces, some of they faces stuck in a twisted a** stasis Now they raping, found her laying down on the pavement, thats why I put my pain on these pages Running from my demons, fiends be screaming Some of them deaf but they all be leaning Hoes grow bankrolls solely off of semen, slowly I'm receding, a couple times receiving Threats on Goulding, bet he'd melt my pudding. but i'm still pulling, still damn good looking Whats beef really if the sh** ain't cooking? Whats beef really if the sh** ain't cooking? [Hook] Its just dramatic words and truthful lies, broken Heart and painless eyes I'm broken, and I can't be fixed, a defective clock that doesn't tick Dreams lead into a state of d**h so sleepless nights are where I'm left A heart of stone, that begins to crack, as sunny days all fade to black with These broken thoughts, broken thoughts, broken thoughts from my broken heart x4