L-FRESH The LION - UnBECOME lyrics

[Verse 1: L-FRESH The LION] I'm picking up the pieces of my heart now Looking up at the world from where I pa**ed out I lost my shine so my hopes are with the stars now See I embraced defeat when I let my guard down But that's exactly what they tell a man You're worth more than all the people that you're better than So when we're hurt we destroy rather than lend a hand Forgive me world, I'm just tryna be a better man I'm not competing, I'm simply feeling defeated And knowing that to proceed, destruction is to be greeted Allowing my eyes to bleed till all my tears are depleted Coz for new life to grow the rain is certainly needed So let it pour, let it pour, let it pour out I want to be free from feeling these doubts So let it pour, let it pour, let it pour out This world keeps letting me down [Chorus: Jimblah] I'm spilling over Blood upon my shoulders Drowning in an ocean From what have I come? Waves crashing over A ballad of a soldier Defeated by his own gun What have I become? [Verse 2: L-FRESH The LION] I said goodbye not long after I was welcomed Coz love was seldom seen and I rarely felt it Saw state of the world and what some are dealt with Wore my heart on my sleeve and tried to help them But it affected my health Coz in trying to save the world, I couldn't save myself I felt my wounds re-open, I can't forget em man Forgive me world, I'm just tryna be a better man But I'm too weak, I'm too polite when I speak Taken advantage of too easy when I open my reach I'm too much of a thinker and aim too high when I dream So when reality hits I'm too quick to fall to my knees Those closest to me they treated me like the seasons For whatever reason I became accustomed to them leaving Their voices speaking were feeding my inner demons And they kept on repeating so I began to believe them So let it pour, let it pour, let it pour out I want to be free from feeling these doubts So let it pour, let it pour, let it pour out This world keeps letting me down [Chorus: Jimblah] [Verse 3: L-FRESH The LION] Life don't always play out as you expect it The greatest challenges can change your perspective You can try to control and perfect it But peace is found when you learn to accept it And come to terms with, nurture and respect it A mistake's only dealt with if you correct it I speak to my reflection hoping it'll understand And maybe one day, I'll be a better man [Chorus: Jimblah]