L Beats - If I Told You lyrics

[Pre-Hook] Got something to tell you, I'll try to stay positive Oh I, oh I Know that they want me to get to the fall again Oh I, oh I f** all that, I'm just focused on rap Making magic is the pa**ion As a matter of fact Grab a toast Listen close With both eyes peeled till you healed Oh I, oh I, oh I [Hook] If I told you all the sh** that I had locked up in my mind Would you wanna listen If I told you all the sh** that I was gonna put you through Would you wanna listen If I told you music's all I'm really living for, just tell me Would you wanna listen No I can't help it, I can't shake it, I can't break it I'm just asking if you'd wanna listen [Verse 1] Honestly, I have been crying The time I spent Way out my mind It's been crazy to think that I'm feeling like this I just wanna fly again Back home where I feel that I'll be fine again Rolling stone on the lost road It's dark but imma fly alone My city ain't need me so I said I'm leaving I left and I found out I didn't need Cincy But damn man, why it have to go like that Man, why they acting cold like that I've sounded like Weezy I've sounded like Drizzy They wanted the real me They words were deceiving Man, what they want from a real n***a To save these beats and just k** figures Bet if I get big, then they'll hop on board Like "I was here the whole time T I just got bored" Oh my bad, I ain't notice you there Last time that I did, you had your nose in the air Like you was stuck half way through flipping your hair Or something Must be that you thought I would care or something Worst behavior from the best known Always talking sh** that's less shown Golden voice with a blessed tone Hope my chances never get blown [Pre Hook] Got something to tell you, I'll try to stay positive Oh I, oh I Know that they want me to get to the fall again Oh I, oh I f** all that, I'm just focused on rap Making magic is the pa**ion As a matter of fact Grab a toast Listen close With both eyes peeled till you healed Oh I, oh I, oh I [Hook 2] If I told you all the sh** that I had locked up in my mind I know you wouldn't listen If I told you all the sh** that I was gonna put you through I know you wouldn't listen If I told you music's all I'm really living for, just saying You wouldn't listen No I can't help it, I can't shake it, I can't break it I'm just saying, that you wouldn't listen [Verse 2] Everything's changing so slowly The old me Been lonely He told me I wouldn't be sh** But I guess I ain't know me Forreal I'm not so reliant on pills The pain, man it never got k**ed I'm not saying this for a deal Though it would help But still But still Where the f** Do I lose I myself to no return When the bad gets worse and worse and worse and worse And worse, but first, rehearse this curse adversed since birth Immersed in verse and verse and verse and verse And verse, Till hearse or worse But what's worse is the feeling it'll never be reversed Disburse my dispersion Submerged in subversion No aspersions in my excursions It's certain I need a diversion It's worth it For certain [Outro] Tell me what you gon' do If I told you that ahead of time