[Verse 1: Dels] My love said I look blue, I look sick, I'm discoloured We just lost Oscar to the sky, if I'm honest Laying on my girl's bonnet, staring at the clouds Trying not to break down and slide down the mound I ask myself why is my soul in this flesh? As my Mother cries acid, tears roll down her neck And fall into the stream to connect with the sea Escapism is the theme, living in a dream Now tell me what you see? Tell me can you feel her? My heart ain't bleeding, the winter's the k**er My hair's getting thinner, confronting the truth My beard's getting longer, I'm looking like you Feel free to eat the fruit But spit out the seeds Perfection doesn't exist practically Unless we're talking about Oscar... The big man's in a land right above us [Hook] Oh, I'm lost for words Man I can't believe I'm writing this verse, Talk to me now It's like I'm lost at sea Melt away, seeing you in my dreams, walk with me now Oh, I'm lost for words Man I can't believe I'm writing this verse, talk to me now It's like I'm lost at sea Melt away, seeing you in my dreams... [Verse 2: Dels] Staring out the top window swear I saw you ride past I'm talking about Leo who was taken too soon I just want to say you're not alone in the dark And we all miss you I hope I see you real soon For many moons, we all haven't seen your face I still hear your laughter as it echoes through my thoughts Watch my life change course at a frantic pace But I still feel your spirits lighting up the place Holding onto memories, us gliding through the streets Then the imagery depletes and fades into another... Us ducking from Police I still hear your tyres screaming When I have a Son, you'll never meet him But I promise that he'll know you You're in my heart, you'll never leave it All of us smiling under you [Hook]